Oh here is the rainbow on my bathroom floor ;)

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Wait! Did that really happen?

All weekend long we BD!! I had positive OPK from Friday until Sunday and I had some crazy ovulation pains on BOTH sides. A girl on one of my group miscarriage sites got pregnant on her first cycle and she had the same thing ovulation pain on both sides, positive OPK's for a couple of days and guess what? She fell pregnant with TWINS yes I sad TWINS, but she lost one already. I will be ecstatic with one healthy baby but I will be grateful with whatever God blesses me with. We've been doing the SMEP this month since this is my 1st cycle after my MMC not sure if it will work :\ BUT I am always hopeful and optimistic, because I know in Gods plan that I am meant to have a healthy baby with my DH. One that we can bring home and it and I will be healthy and our family will be complete! I am on CD 20 and 4 DPO, I am very weepy today, but every month seems like I get the "PREGGO" signs. I know God giveth just as he taketh away, I am so ready for the giveth part. Yesterday as I was getting out of the shower there was this awesome rainbow shining through my bathroom window onto the floor, maybe just maybe that is Gods way of showing me not to give up hope, that my rainbow baby will be here soon. I really do hope so!