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Sunday, March 18, 2012

I am a bad blogger.....

Its been a bit since I've been on her.....have my 1st appt tomorrow just for blood work and ob interview, so no seeing my ob or ultrasound yet (boohoo) which I would just see a dot (or 2) LOL still makes me nervous. I still have no symptoms besides tiredness and nausea if I don't eat. I just pray everything is ok with my twinkie Turkey baby (or babies)!

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Saturday, March 10, 2012

Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant. Robert Louis Stevenson

So.....I have this tiny little poppy seed in my belly, but I don't have any symptoms still? No sore bb, no nausea even though I am tired LOL. I just hope that my baby is growing good and is getting ready for the big day the the heart starts beating! I am so happy and just worried at the same time, but I don't feel so worried like I did last time.....I feel at ease this go round. Other than my TTC groups and here the only people that know I'm pregnant is my hubby and he has a big mouth so my sister and brother in law knows now, love him he just can't keep a secret. I can't wait till the day that I pass the mark of where I lost Harllow, I think I will be more along the mental lines of "hey, I'm pregnant and this baby is going to be 100% healthy!" God is great and I will continue to pray everyday.....

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Tuesday, March 6, 2012

All i can say is God is Great.....

I praise him and love the Lord for he created us and gives us precious blessings....I will be 4 weeks Thursday it seems so amazing! I am thrilled and frightened at the same time, but I feel at ease with this pregnancy already, God blesses usand he will bless all of you TTC, on his own time ;)

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Monday, March 5, 2012

Heres my EPT EARLY RESULT from this am 10 DPO

I edited it because its light but....who knows its in God's hands ;)

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"Hope is when we feel the pain that makes us try again."

Why do I continue to torcher myself? I am 10 DPO and I have no symptoms besides moody, teary, backache and bloated with gas!                             I had a dream last night that I took 3 HPT and all were BFP but the digital wasn't so I took another digital and it said "pregnant", so I woke up this morning pee'd on my sticks and nada..... not even an evaporation on indent line I could try to tweak.                                                  I'm just putting it all in God's hands and when and if its his will for us to get pregnant, then it will happen but until then, don't invite me to any baby showers LOL ;)                               On a serious note I have decided if we don't conceive our rainbow baby this month I'm not gonna try anymore. I'm spending way to much money on OPKS, HPTS and pre seed.....

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Friday, March 2, 2012

Whatever the mind of woman can conceive and believe, it can achieve.

I believe that soon God will bless me with my rainbow baby! ;)                                    It's 7 DPO and last night I had like a pinching sensation in my very low center abdomen and my left ovary if giving me a fit, worse than ovulation.                                                                    I haven't had an sore BB or anything yet, maybe I'm just wishful thinking but I'm thinking God is great and that I have high hopes that my eggo is preggo we shall see ;)

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Thursday, March 1, 2012

You can’t always get what you want. But if you try sometimes, you just might find, you get what you need....

Well 6 DPO and I already feel like I'm not pregnant this sore BB, just, hungry, tired and Moody with bad back pain!                                                                             I know that God answers prayers and I know that its on his time, but it hurts every month since I lost Harllow that me and DH just want 1 thing a healthy baby that is biologically ours together =( is that so much to ask for?                                                                                                                   A healthy baby that we can take home and love with all that is in our power, to never take the life of our child for granted and to raise our child with the love of God.....I'm just so ready to be a mom to our baby. Don't get me wrong I praise God everynight for my children and for everyday that I am blessed with, I'm just a weepy whiner today

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